What is so amazing is that this dream speaks of what I am going through now, but how a few months ago I kept praying and asking God to make me like that tree that Psalms speaks of. But there is a song "and I want to be like a tree planted by the streams of living water....unmoveable, unshakeable, let my roots go down deep" that was the song I kept singing a few months ago. And the constant fear I feel is that I am not meant for God or that I lost my chance to be part of what He has for me. Thank you for your interpretation.
Rocio